A
multitude of realities. It’s like flipping a coin to decide either heads or
tails, except that coin has a lot more sides to it, and has more of an effect
rather than letting it decide who goes first or whatsoever. The flipping itself
has created two distinct possibilities, heads or tails would lead to those, and
the decisions made after the result of head or tail would then create more.
These realities are tightly compressed and bound, some carrying few changes and
others carrying much more. One reality can have a slower passage of time and
the other can have people in the sky. Despite all of this, all people who have
and are existing are all present in the other realities. Some may be cut short
and others may live longer, and yet some others may just have the same lifespan
throughout. If one is born into a reality, then they are born in another
reality. It doesn’t matter when or where, just as long as the said person
serves the said purpose given to them in life.
With
that given, fate controls one thing as well aside from the existence of all
people: the endgame. Earth may disintegrate from the sun’s heat in one world,
but it may also wither and die in another. But what they have in common is that
in both worlds, the Earth died. This is the endgame. John Smith may win a
million dollars and die the next day in one timeline, or would live in poverty
yet die happy in another, but their endings are one and the same: death. Fate
doesn’t stop and give free passes to anyone nor does it quicken the passing on from
one life to another. Fate is a schoolteacher you refused to understand in your
younger years, yet have learned to appreciate as time went on.
Aside
from this, fate puppets another.
In
exhibit A, John Smith weds Mary Jane.
In
exhibit B, John Smith weds Betty Doe, divorces her, and then ends up with Mary
Jane.
Fate
controls the connection of souls. No matter how separated one may be from their
destined other, they would always carry on in the end. The souls who refused to
marry would live with themselves, and fate would let them do so happily. It
does not press this upon the undeserving, but puts this on the people who would
grow best with the given situation.
Plato
discusses that humans were made to have four arms and legs, but were split
apart by Zeus, who willed them to roam the Earth in exchange for their
significant other, the one who completed their soul. Argumentatively, those who
would end up with no significant other would find themselves their own soul
mate – they would fit themselves best and would be able to take care of
themselves well enough just like a husband would care for his wife, etc. Mother
Fate interfered once more, ensuring that this would happen. She conjured up the
strongest of strings and colored them red as a symbol of love. With the strings
in her hands, she scattered them amongst the realities in such a way that one
would end up with the same other. Those who were not hit by the strings would
live happily by themselves.
In
the future, this would be perceived as the theory of “The Red String of Fate”.
People of different cultures and races would make their own folklore of this,
believing what they did. Somehow, they were able to get the idea that people
had their own soul mate they would always reach – but that was as far as they
got.
“…multiple
realities.”
“What
was that?”
“Do
you believe in multiple realities, Pete?” the woman’s question got his
attention, and he looked her way as he wiped the shot glass clean. There was a
small frown on her face, her eyes slightly narrowed as she read the black book
she had in her hands. “It all seems ridiculous, even with the string of fate
the writer discussed…”
“You
reading Era Ianto again? You usually don’t disagree with what she writes,” he
replied, quirking a brow. The American man set the glass down and straightened
his bowtie, grabbing a bottle from a shelf behind and spinning the rim of it on
his finger. “First time I’ve heard you actually not taking in what she writes.”
“Well,
yes…it may be fiction, but it’s a weird thought to deal with.” She closed the
book and put it on the counter, looking at him with a bored expression on her
young face. “According to her, there are infinite realities and everyone exists
in them. Aside from that, we all have the same fate, which is death – she got
that right, though.”
“If
you think of it, she can be right.” The twenty-four-year-old man set the bottle
down with ease, grabbing two small glasses from the cupboard and eventually
poured shots of whiskey into them, pushing one over to her. “People know jack
about the world, A. We haven’t gone out of our universe, so why not speculate?”
“It
wasn’t even specified if the reality existed outside our own universe. For all
you know, it might be around the corner and you can just walk into it without
knowing.”
“If
that happens, then I would simply disrupt the flow of time.” He replied simply.
“With another me existing into the reality I walked into, it would cause a
paradox.”
“Don’t
tell me you’ve read her book as well.”
“I
may have sneaked a few glances.” He lifted the glass. “Cheers, A. Now drink up
and give that to me before you head on back for another performance.” Downing
the shot, she pushed it back to the American who caught it with ease and rushed
off to wash his empty one and her own. The woman called A got off the stool and
went to the back room, while the bartender known as Peters began entertaining
customers.
Time
passed and the bar eventually started filling up just like it did every night.
As the clock struck eight fifty in the evening, Peters cleared his throat as he
spoke into the intercom, his voice resounding from the speakers located in
various areas of the bar.
“Good
evening, ladies and gents – we’ve got our lovely songbird coming up soon, why
not stay for that and have a few more drinks? The night is young and so are
we.” Coming back to his usual spot, he leaned against the wall and gave a
newcomer a wink, who merely glared frostily at him with cold blue eyes and
harshly asked for a beer. Unruffled, he took a cold one out and handed it to her,
receiving payment soon after.
Peters
watched her from the corner of his eye.
She
felt so familiar, but he knew he hadn’t seen her until that moment. He had
opened his mouth to catch her attention, but two men came in and asked for a
scotch and a bottle of Japanese beer. Moving quickly and serving the two, he
turned to the woman who was about to stand and leave.
“You
know, there’s a performance later tonight.”
She
cast him a lazy glance.
“I
know. You said that through the mic.” He extended a hand out, flashing a smile.
“Why
not stay, then? You’ve got a drink on me if you do.” She eyed him, and he
added, “My name is Peters, by the way.”
She
gave his hand a shake.
“Call
me J. And I’ll stay – only for the additional drink.”
While
he grabbed another bottle, the two men who had ordered the scotch and whiskey
were in deep conversation. The first one, a ginger, sighed exasperatedly as he
took a sip.
“I
don’t need to be here, Matsumoto.”
“I
know you don’t – I just figured you needed a few drinks and some ladies to
flirt with,” he nodded at a passing blonde, “so why not tonight? It’s Friday,
Matt.”
“You’ve
given me a lot to work with this weekend. I assumed that I’d be over with it by
Sunday, but apparently not.” Matsumoto chuckled and played with his bottle,
putting it back on the counter, then gazed at his companion.
“Trust
me, Matt. When you’re done with the night you’ll be thanking me for it.”
Minutes
passed and eventually there were whistles as a woman made her way to the platform,
adjusting the mic and nodding at an unseen person, the lights dimming slowly as
an instrumental started to play. Casting the crowd a sly smile, A opened her
mouth and started to sing.
I've been out on that
open road
You can be my full time, daddy
White and gold
Singing blues has been getting old
You can be my full time, baby
Hot or cold
You can be my full time, daddy
White and gold
Singing blues has been getting old
You can be my full time, baby
Hot or cold
“So is this your songbird?”
“The Cage’s songbird,” he corrected J. “Not mine.”
“She’s got a good voice for a young woman.”
“That’s what everyone says.”
Don't break me down
I've been travelin' too long
I've been trying too hard
With one pretty song
I've been travelin' too long
I've been trying too hard
With one pretty song
Matt eyed the young singer, nodding along to the tune of the song.
“Lana Del Rey.”
“Hm?”
“She’s like a Lana, except British and slightly higher-pitched.”
The ginger wondered how she would sound if she sang something
else.
I hear the birds on the
summer breeze, I drive fast
I am alone in the night
Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I
I've got a war in my mind
So, I just ride
Just ride, I just ride, I just ride
I am alone in the night
Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I
I've got a war in my mind
So, I just ride
Just ride, I just ride, I just ride
A sang, occasionally looking at the random person in the crowd
before glancing away. They would usually be quiet as they listened to her sing.
If not, they would be conversing quietly as to let the others nearby listen
without the sound of trivial conversation in their ears. This was what she
liked about her job. She could observe anyone she wanted without making it seem
like she was being creepy – after all, she needed to connect with her audience…
…right?
Dying young and I'm playing hard
That's the way my father made his life an art
Drink all day and we talk 'til dark
That's the way the road dogs do it, ride 'til dark.
“Haven’t I seen you somewhere before?”
“Maybe. And I decided to get away, that’s why you don’t see me
anymore.” She replied bluntly without a look in his direction. Peters chuckled.
“I’m serious, doll. Ever been to The Cage before this?”
“Don’t call me doll, fuckface.” She snapped. “And no. It’s my
first time here. And most likely my last.” She stood up and walked out of the
bar, leaving a cringing Peters behind.
Don't leave me now
Don't say good bye
Don't turn around
Leave me high and dry
Don't say good bye
Don't turn around
Leave me high and dry
As the woman went out, a man came in, running a hand through his
hair wearily. The American spotted him and waved him over, preparing the
Japanese’s usual – a glass of vodka and some beer in the back. “Been a long
day, Touta?”
“Definitely.” He drank it down. “I see she’s on stage right now.”
“Yeah, she decided to go all blues-y tonight.” Touta noticed the
faraway look in Peters’ eyes. “God, why do females need to be such bitches…”
“I take it you tried chatting up that female who passed?”
“Oh, hell yes. Shot me down soon enough.”
I hear the birds on the
summer breeze, I drive fast
I am alone in the night
Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I
I've got a war in my mind
I just ride
Just ride, I just ride, I just ride
I am alone in the night
Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I
I've got a war in my mind
I just ride
Just ride, I just ride, I just ride
“I’ll move to the front.”
“Matt.” Jun Matsumoto tried, but shook his head as the Englishman
moved forward with his drink in hand. Sighing and smiling a little, he drank
from his bottle once more.
Matt moved forward and soon propped himself into a chair, ignoring
the attention given to him by a few lurking females around. He drank and
listened to the woman as she sang, humming along softly to the song he was
quite familiar with. He had heard it on the radio and around, but never sung
live by a bar singer.
It was a first.
But somehow, he felt like…
I'm tired of feeling
like I'm fucking crazy
I'm tired of driving 'til I see stars in my eyes
It's all I've got to keep myself sane, baby
So I just ride, I just ride
I'm tired of driving 'til I see stars in my eyes
It's all I've got to keep myself sane, baby
So I just ride, I just ride
…she knew him.
But that was impossible, they had never met before. There was
nothing familiar about his blue eyes and red hair, nothing familiar about the
way he drank or how that shirt clung to his skin. There was nothing familiar
about him at all. But she was frustrated, it was like she knew how to make him
smile, how to make him laugh, how to make him smirk…all these small tidbits she
knew which she considered impossible because she had never met him.
I hear the birds on the
summer breeze, I drive fast
I am alone in the night
Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I
I've got a war in my mind
I just ride
Just ride, I just ride, I just ride
I am alone in the night
Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I
I've got a war in my mind
I just ride
Just ride, I just ride, I just ride
The night had ended and
people had gone out. Touta merely needed a quick fix and departed, Peters and
Matsumoto were looking for their friends. For Peters, he needed to find A for
they shared an apartment and he couldn’t leave her just yet. Matsumoto was
complaining that Matt had most likely abandoned him in secret.
Peters and Matsumoto had gone their separate ways after receiving
texts that they could make it on their own.
He had whisked her away, curious about her. And she allowed him
to.
No comments:
Post a Comment