Yamada Warehouse
Tokyo, Japan
October 2012
Tokyo, Japan
October 2012
That was the thing: no one knew.
No one knew why A had stilled completely in
front of the burning building or why her eyes widened and her form went slack.
No one knew why the agent who was capable of shooting a man and interrogating a
criminal had suddenly lost all nerve at the sight of flame licking a building
to ash. No one knew why she just stared at the sight, fists trembling as she
balled them tightly.
When Peters slowly put a hand on her
shoulder, it was like he had broken a trance. “Earth to A – what’s going on
with you?”
“I – shit, it’s nothing. We need to check
the building,” she answered hastily. A blinked and straightened her form, “Has
someone called the fire department?”
“They’re on their way,” one of the nearby
agents replied. She nodded and made a signal with her fingers to move forward,
but even from afar Touta could see the tenseness return to her form and how she
swallowed nervously.
“Let’s go.”
Someone had set the building on fire to cover
their tracks – based on reports; the person or group had allegedly stored
something (illegal) inside. What they had to do was attempt to collect the
materials and at the same, apprehend the people involved.
“What do you think it is?” Peters asked. He
had his gun out and was cautiously looking around him. Beside the American,
Touta kept his eyes on A, who was looking as well yet keeping her distance from
the flame even though they were many feet away from it. “T?”
“Probably drugs,” he murmured. “You know
how these people go. Store something in here, find out someone’s onto them and
then burn the whole place down to avoid suspicion. Which makes it stupid
because that just gets them even more attention than they initially wanted.”
“Right.” Peters lowered his voice, “Did you
notice how off A was when we got here? I think she looked sick.”
“Couldn’t have been the smoke, right? She
doesn’t have asthma.” Peters shrugged and Touta kept his eyes on her, noticing
the slightest flinch she would give if the flames would lick a little more
towards them. “Did something happen?”
“Wouldn’t know. You know how she keeps most
of her life from us,” the taller man sighed. “We need to pry it out of her.
Wouldn’t you?”
He couldn’t shake the thought off his mind.
Of course people would be more hesitant towards fire, maybe out of fear of
getting burned. But the way she was acting seemed like there was more than fear
going on past the surface.
“…if the time does come, then I might need
to pry.”
* *
* * *
She had to shake it off.
It was just a burning warehouse. It was
just a harmless piece of land that was set on fire for God-knows-what reason.
There was honestly no reason to worry or
panic.
So why was she jumping and cringing–?
She screamed when something fell from the
roof, clattering a good five feet away from her. The reaction was instant; A
jumped away and stumbled, landing on her back on the ground as panic and fear
and worry took over. She wanted to throw up; her heart picked pace and she
suddenly found it hard to breathe.
“A, what happened?” voices were blurry and
her sight was decked in red and orange, dancing around her and smoke filling
her lungs, “What happened to you, we heard screaming and something falling–”
She couldn’t concentrate on them.
All she could do was embrace her knees and
bury her face into them; she was unable to repress the shaking her body gave
out. From her side she heard a curse and someone dropping to her front, and she
remembered that there was a burning object and she wanted to yell for them to
run away from it they were going to burn
and die –
Warm hands took hers and she nearly kicked
the person in the face. Her hands felt slack and cold and sweaty in the others’
and the other person started talking, talking quietly. She couldn’t understand,
couldn’t fathom who it was. Was it Peters, was it Hiro, who was it?
“Follow
my voice. Squeeze my hand.”
When was the last time she was that shaky,
she wondered, but something in her made him follow the man anyway. The numbness
in her hands subsided slightly and she gave a squeeze, hearing a sigh of relief
from the other person.
“Peters,
assist the others. Tell them I’ve got A under control.”
“Are
you sure? She doesn’t look good, maybe I should stay–”
“I’ve
got this.” He squeezed her hands and she squeezed
back, “I know what I’m doing. A?” he
tapped her knee gently and she jerked as a reaction, “Follow my breathing, alright? I’ve got you. Breathe in with me, then
out. In, then out. Can you do that for me?”
She managed a shaky nod and followed Touta,
squeezing as she inhaled and relaxing her grip as she exhaled. Totua breathed
with her, encouraging her quietly and keeping her calm as much as he could. “That’s it, A. Breathe with me. You’ve got
this.”
Finally, she managed to lift her head. The
image of Touta’s face greeted her, and he gave her a comforting smile before letting
go of her hand to grab something from his pocket. Before she knew it, he was
gently wiping the tears off her face. She darted her eyes away and held on
tightly to his other hand. “Touta–”
“Shh. Keep breathing,” he instructed her.
So she did. They stayed like that for the next ten minutes, with A on the
ground and breathing while Touta kept an eye on her. By the time they were
done, she noticed that the fire was already going out, doused by water and
merely turning into nothing. “Better?”
“Car, please,” she said quietly. He nodded
and helped her up, A using him as support as they walked back to the car. Once
they were there, Peters jogged over with a bottle of water. Touta sent him a
warning look and he quickly mellowed down his energy.
“Hey, I got you some water. Thought you
needed it,” he offered. A nodded in thanks and took the water, opening it with
trembling fingers and downing it in a rush. Peters’ eyes flicked to Touta’s,
and the Japanese mouthed the word later.
Getting the message, Peters gave A’s shoulder a comforting rub and ran off to
assist the other police agents.
They stayed quiet for a moment; A squeezed
the bottle around the middle and Touta stayed by her, watching in case there
would be a follow up attack. When he was certain that none would come, he
relaxed a little more. She noticed.
“How do you know how to handle it?”
“My older sister would have them,” he
answered. Touta watched as the warehouse diminished until it was merely reduced
to nothing, “I’d be the one to help her out since my parents worked and my
eldest sister would be studying. She relied on me to help her get out of the
attacks.”
A stayed quiet.
“You don’t have to tell me why burning
areas send you into those attacks.” He put a hand on her shoulder and looked at
her, “Not if you don’t want to. It’s not my business to pry.”
“I owe an explanation,” she insisted.
Touta, however, shook his head.
“You don’t. HQ won’t ask until you’re okay
with telling.” Peters ran back, wiping the sweat from his face. “Peters?”
“You and A are clear to leave early.” A
made a face at that, “Higher ups found out what happened and want you to take
the rest of the night off. Asked T here to drive you home just in case.”
“I can stay–”
“You need rest,” Touta told her firmly. A
fell silent. “Both physical and mental. Peters, can you handle it from here?”
Peters gave a mock salute. “Of course I
can. I’ll report to you when we’ve wrapped this up.” Touta nodded and began to
make his way to the drivers’ seat while A begrudgingly faced the front and
reached to close the door. “Night guys. Feel better soon, A.”
Touta bade his goodbyes and A still kept
silent. The doors closed and Touta started up the car, engine roaring to life. He
drove them away and A did her best not to look at what remained of the
warehouse.
Ten minutes on the road, A cleared her
throat. His brown eyes flicked to her, and he saw her looking straight ahead
with her hands folded neatly on her lap.
“It was more than ten years ago.”
“Ten years?”
She nodded, keeping her gaze fixed on the
road. “Back in England. More than ten years ago – fifteen years, maybe – a few
days past November…”
A exhaled.
Touta listened.
“…my house burned down. I survived. My parents didn’t.”
“…my house burned down. I survived. My parents didn’t.”
“A–”
“I never thought I'd still be
affected, honestly.” she laughed a bit, “You think it would go away and leave you
alone for the rest of your life. Maybe make an appearance every few dreams.”
“But it didn't.”
“But it didn't,” she
repeated. “It didn't.” A
rueful smile on her lips, “And now you know.”
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